Some local friends of ours
gave me some photos quite a few years ago. One in particular really
caught my eye so I set it aside for … later. Well ‘later’
happened about a year and a half ago and I thought I would give
it a try… what a mess, landscapes proved to be a bit much
than what I had anticipated. I set it aside once again for…
later.
About 6 months ago I was enrolled
in a 6-week, one-on-one art course and I thought ‘Perfect
I’ll bring my mess!’ Bad idea… on the 2nd week
I thought it would be best to start another one but this time in
acrylics. How could I possibly fail under the supervision of a great
art teacher? Well… I failed miserably! So out came the gesso
and two new scary white boards faced me and once again I put them
aside for … later.
This was a real growing time
for me. I was a sponge and learned everything I could about color,
harmony, composition, rhythm, and whatever else this poor, overwhelmed,
new and struggling artist desperately needed to learn. With a high
focus on the ‘overwhelmed!’ I simply came to the conclusion
of defeat with this particular western art portrait, and that there
are times when a piece just doesn’t come together as easily
as other portraits do and just to not worry about it. Just be patient
and the answers will soon come. But most of all, I learned that
alot of other artists struggle with this challenge as well.
Then one day, just a few months
ago, I pulled out that vast and scary stark-white gessoed board
and thought, ‘Hey… I can do this!’ And the knowledge
and teaching that I have gone through over the past few years just
simply came together and I managed to create this peaceful moment
of ‘Steve and his love for the outdoors’ and that quiet
drifting, that one person experiences while riding his horse through
the beautiful, peaceful stillness of the western wilderness.
So really, ‘The Crossing’
is not so much about a cowboy, his horse and his dog crossing a
river. But for me personally it is about a struggling artist with
an image and the desire to make it happen. The answer is to just
let go of the details and allow the answers of a problem to cross
over to me, the artist.